Can't Explain

Something's changed, it's not the same.
When I met you, your number was my aim.

Bought you a present, for you to keep.
Thoughts of you in my mind, sown so deep.

Could always feel the smell of you.
Meeting up, was always long overdue.

To think of you, made me happy and sad.
Uncertainty of your feelings, drove me mad.

Connected to you, through your lies.
Couldn't help feeling, an emptiness inside.

Anxiety grows and confidence shrinks, the more you push me away.
You said I'd never get rid of you, did I drive you away?

How can something this right, be wrong?
I reflect in your eyes, and I see what little we had is gone.

How do I go on?

Can't explain.